This week has not been very productive in the world of school. I skipped class Monday night because my chest was hurting (from puking Saturday night I'm almost positive). I skipped class Tuesday night to go to my friend Keith's dad's wake, and Wednesday I skipped work to go to the funeral. And yes, I needed the whole day, not just a couple hours, trust me.
Keith was happy a few of us were able to make it to the funeral and told us not to worry about going to the cemetery, so I didn't. Instead I went to the cemetery where my mom and sister (and grandmother, grandfather, and great-grandfather) are buried. However, I am a dumbass and did not factor in the 6 inches of snow that would still be covering the grass from the previous snowstorms we've had. So I sat in my car, and honestly, felt nothing but frustration. So I got in touch with my friend Catherine and met her and her co-worker/friend Diana for lunch in Burtonsville where they work. That helped get my mind off things and was really yummy (we ate Afghan).
When I got home instead of doing homework or laundry or something productive, I totally took a nap. After that, I went to therapy (you have two family members die within 6 weeks of each other and tell me you don't need it) and actually was able to get a lot of things out and realized just how much I've been holding in for a week or two. Crazy. People-- it is ALWAYS better out than in.
Tonight I am left with two article summaries to do for tomorrow night's class. It's not ideal, but I'm trying not to beat myself up over it since I've been on a roller-coaster of emotion and stress. I just hope I can find relatively short articles, because I can't take anymore 30-50 page ones.
My friend Lauren wants to know what I'm wishing for. Right now it's sunshine, warmth, and brains. LoL
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Brains! Braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaains. Sounds like a zombie.
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